无题

昨晚接了一通朋友给我的电话。是深夜时分，已过零时的夜晚。其实老早就睡了，因为工作太忙太累，午夜之前 -十点钟就睡了，却又在十二点钟起身完成我要做的工作。铃声在大约一点想起，看了看荧光屏，是文汉打来的。三更半夜，两个大男人聊到凌晨四点半。(他还真有钱，而我又做废柴了)想必他是被寂寞折磨得死去活来吧。他对为来的憧憬与担心，我可帮不了。朋友，如果人生是美好的，何必如此迫不及待呢？如果人生是坎坷的，就耐心等待吧，哈哈。。别人都说了，人生是短暂的，当我们离开时间那一刻，事情就过去了，又何必急于一时呢？你应该懂我说什么吧。

My friend,

The fate that awaits us is not dependent on our pace, which was preordained before we ever appeared in human guise. Therefore there is no reason to rush through life to reach those pinnacles of development associated with the paths we have chosen. Enjoying and fully experiencing the journey of life is as important as achieving goals and reaching milestones. There are so many things and lessons that we cannot learn during those moments that seem immaterial and insignificant which we cannot learn at any other time. Appreciating these all takes patience. So when you feel that yourself growing impatient, remember that everything will occur in your life occur in its own time. Quelling your urge to rush will enable you to witness yourself learning, changing, and becoming stronger. My friend, please do trust me, the present can be challenging, uncomfortable, and tedious, but life unfolds as it will. When the time is right, the passage towards the destiny cannot be blocked. CAN YOU READ ME???

话说回头，最近这个小小的市区还真不安全，犯罪率虽不节节上升，可是却无无情的蔓延着，我朋友家竟然给歹徒盯上了。噢，时间到了，回家。待续。。。。

承诺与承受

别问我是谁， 你懂啦，也不想多说。 哈！ 答应了人，没做就死定！自己拿来衰。。。。

Have you met the perfect couple? The two soul mates whose love never dies? The two lovers whose relationship is never threatened.The husband and wife who trus t each other completely. If you haven't met the perfect couple, let me introduce you.They stand atop a layer of butter cream frosting. The secret of their success? Well, for starters, they don't have to look at each other. 你有没有遇到过完美的一对，精神伴侣，他们的爱永远不死；这对恋人，他们的爱情从没受到过威胁；丈夫和妻子，完完全全信任对方？如果你没有遇见过这样的一 对眷侣，让我来给你介绍这么一对：他们是站在奶油冰淇淋上的。他们成功的秘诀？——他们从来不正视对方。

Passion. It's a force so potent we still remember it long after it's faded away . A drive so alluring it can push us to the arms of unexpected lovers. A sensat ion so overwhelming it can knock down walls we built to protect our hearts. A f eeling so intense it resurfaces even though we try so hard to keep it buried. Y es, of all emotions, passion is the one that gives us a reason to live and an e xcuse to commit all sorts of crimes. 激情，就算它在逝去很久以后，仍是让人如此难以忘记。它是如此强烈的诱惑，把我们推到意想不到的爱人怀中；它是无法抗拒的感情，击垮了我们修筑起来的保护 心灵的高墙；它是那尽管我们如此努力的埋藏，却仍浮出水面的炙热情感。是的，在所有的情绪中，激情给了我们生活下去的理由，却也给我们了犯下各种罪刑的借 口。

Temptation comes to all of us, whether or not we succumb depends on our ability to recognize its disguise, sometimes it arrives in a form of an old flame, fli ckering back to life, or a new friend who could end up being so much more, or a young child who wakens feelings we didn't know we had. And so we give in t o temptation all the while knowing come morning, we'll have to suffer the c onsequences. 每个人都会受到诱惑，我们是否屈服与诱惑决定于我们识破其伪装的能力。有时它们以闪回的火花形式出现；有时是一个意义深远的新朋友；有时是一个触发我们不 曾有过的感觉的婴儿。不过如果我们屈服于诱惑，那么第二天我们必须承担后果。

New Day!

Well it's a new day!!!!

The world is filled with unlikely friendships. How did they begin, with one person desperately in need and another willing to lend a helping hand. When such kindness is offered, we are finally able to see the worth of those we have previously written off, and before we've known it, a bond has formed, regardless of whether others can understand it. Yes, unlikely friendships start up everyday, no one understands this more than the lonely, in fact, it's what they count on.

My friend!!! Stay in touch. Never let me down. I miss you all.

My dear friends.

It is eleven fourteen in the late evening, I am sitting by the window that look out on the neighbour houses in my study room. The rain has just stopped. It is breezy and cold, silence reigns everywhere. I know it's time to get myself rest and hit the bed. but I have a million thoughts running through my mind, reminiscing all the old stuff, old friends, and old people i have ever known so well. At this moment, i wish i could write a letter to you all. There's thousand words in my heart that i wanted to tell you guys long ago.

My dear friends,

Over the years, i threw away every mail and message from you guys just because of no reason. I didn't know what exactly happened to me, but there's something i really want to say - I am sorry.
The years after graduation hardened me into someone quite different from the guy you'd once known so well. I still remembered the day i left the campus headed back to my hometown, ready to offer the world my talent. The world I discovered, was not all that interested. Paying rent, loans, family, love, and all the stuff that I thought I could easily control seemed to be out of my hand. I wondered why the light were not turning green to me at all. I was failing again for my life, just like a useless tramp dragging his heavy burden, wandering around the street. Tears dripping down my cheeks.
My dear friends, I miss you guys so much. I bury myself into work. I squeeze in every single moment that would bring me sadness. Thousand miles away, sometimes I wish you guys were here just beside me, hugging me for every disappointment and setback that I faced, especially when I was losing myself to handle a messy breakup with someone I've ever love so much. Did the world forget me? I don know. How i wish you guys were with me at that moment when I cried, searching for my breath.
My dear friends, for all the time we had spent together, for all the kindness and patience you had had shown me, please forgive me.

我听寂寞在唱歌

朋友都问起我，为何你的部落格里只有爱情与爱情之间的事。我突然才想起，原来我都是一个人过着生活，一个人在游荡。原来我是多么的渴望另一个人融入我的生活。啊。。就如 我所说，如果你你问我，LRT 与地下铁的故事我喜欢哪个，我还是喜欢前者，曾经我在哪里和寂寞相遇过，掠过的一幕幕往事，在唱寂寞的歌。